Let’s consider a busy city street scene. There is a shop owner along the street working on his high above business sign replacing a light-bulb climbing an old shaky tall ladder. Along the sidewalk are walking hundreds of pedestrians. There are but three types in the world to pass by. The assholes who would shake the ladder and run, laughing at the dastardly deed. Those that simply pass by ignoring the situation and nervous man on the ladder, and the select few who would offer to steady it with hands of support. So are you a ladder shaker an ignorer or a supporter. Something to ponder.
and other thoughts…
It’s a better day than you realize…my working companions. Don’t seek for retirements. Longevity is at stake. Retirements are a quick death to your physical and mental health! Say you may be roughly in the upper 40s and pondering what looks to be the easier way…well it isn’t! Physical freedoms are an illusion! Seek instead mental and spiritual freedoms and while doing the daily task at hand say to yourself…ask yourself is this, today, my best of efforts? Seek to be impeccable at any task! Physical is all everyone else seeks. Be better! Be responsible! Your responsibilities are your secret mental treasures for your physical well-being! To all pleasure seekers WAKE THE FUCK UP! It is such a deluded aspect of life! Seek to be on the path of the Sage for the youth need leadership of a mature individual figure in their life. The fathers, …where are mature fathers? All seeking to be and act as young as they can be for as long as possible. What a delusional selfish response to the path of maturity. And to summarize…have the will of the Wren and spirit temperaments of the Sparrow. Yes, if it sounds like my ass is chapped you are correct!
It was mentioned to me of ‘control’. And pondering of thought the only controls we normal humans have is simply what we may learn. There is no natural control of outcome of any situation because you never know what others may do. But we can learn from anything and everything, that is the only real control of our own life even. You may say what of decisions and one can begin the argument of free will or destinies predetermined. My personal view is that free will only resides in the mundane simpleness of actions, minuscule amounts only. After viewing so much of synchronicities everywhere in life it’s hard to think otherwise. Even have experienced ‘forced’ synchronicities by manipulators trying to harass a foul mood or response even, perhaps. Natural asynchronous can even portray a deep enlightened experience in and of nature itself. But all to say of manipulations is they must be real jerks of smallness to be the way they are. The type who must belittle anyone to give themselves any feeling of worthiness. Insecure and jealous type of individuals. They run in broods to bolster each other’s egos with laughter. But if you read this please don’t give in to them with a sudden reaction for there is no correct response to such ignorant individuals other than to analyze the situation later when it has passed. Reaction from their target is their reward! So do not!
My thoughts on god are simple. Seek the god not before the earthly one but the one beyond. One who needs no nemesis for the darkness is just a choice of tones or shades, not mood modification. Yes, there are visions responsible and gifted thought interjections of a creation of life in a different long ago time. The earthly preaches eternal life in afterlife, but do not consider eternity infinite time, nothing of before. Thinking instead life beginning is upon the human birth. The alien interview video or pdf explains a different scenario and just fits to truth, some truth anyway.
My life may end soon. Maybe a marked man for execution, who knows. I do not know.
<hr />something is different. The external outdoor communicator is being very quiet. Feeling is different as well. Trouble must be on the way. Today is 4/1/2026 30 minutes until midnight DST EST
Having been manipulated in moods for so long I am now completely worthless feeling of my self unless the harassment is seriously severe. Or are they giving me this worthless feeling as well. The before topic of these feelings was my life as a father from the very day of my son’s birth, but there is more to it than a self reflection. <br />.<br />
Under this manipulation you feel no true sense of self. And they will not let you change from self life reflections.