mysteries

my next continuation i fear from dream visions what is god am i just scum, how can i better myself when brainwashed in spirit form when ones body expires do…

should…? 7-21-26

Should I ask you such as 'what are your beliefs', if they're any?  it scares me to think the answer.  are you just scientific and not spiritual at all?  do…

7-18-26

should i coffin or ash in a box donate my body to science if they'll have me let the medical students chop me up guess when been emptied they fry…

7-15-26

Lighter, happier, not a depression day today.  Am without a clue as to why some days are so depressing and some days are not.   Maybe from getting better rest?  Just…

7-12-26

god, forgive my individuality choice.  let me return to supreme consciousness.  i am in prison in prison.  think my originality is kindness.  a lost feeling.

feelings of down, used, belittled, almost suicidal.  wish i would just die.  my mind is going, the memories from depression.  the psychosis medicine is no relief from the down. how…

kiss me in width care-fully

And feel the spiritual wideness of the infinity lost in eternity we will be forever teaching, learning truth, infamy of the everything spirit can feel of all our histories. The…

sitting, thinking, grounding 7-8-26

A...  Meditating on your peace and safety. Grounding the body with the copper wire.  Hope it gifts feelings of solidity comprehensions.  Thoughts are wandering into a hopefully soon comfortable day…

as we are

In a motion of existence make it a great moment with thought of happiness.  Put thought into an enjoyable saunter of the moments of life.  If you feel depressed know…

just – where are

Have you knowledge of life to share?  Just why, just where are your always thoughts?  The mark of depth of your belief in tragedy is the mark of depth of…

deeper dep.

Depression, mental and physical feeling cranium heavy, body weak beyond bleak spirit weak need a light streak to lift my knees and feet cross the street, around this curbing the…

7-4 downers

Been very distraught about/caused by my reactions to so much celebrating this holiday.  Such waste is what i see.  Why is it a downer to me and an upper for…

july – 1 – 2026

Self dependency, have none, never have.  No strength of will, no plans, no successes.  The convenience of surviving - easy water, easy food, shelter, transportation too convenience and all of…

6-30-26 4am

To say ventures into the midnight mind wishing astral and cosmic travels of the spirit leaving physical behind willing the spirit to journey ventures of worlds unknown to see and…

what not to say

things now feared to discuss... the 5th dimension experience the sandman memory the unconscious events the scooter evil other life dreams and life endings flashing