9-10-26
Sitting alone, with 90s EDM and buspar. Thinking of romantic kisses, truth and ignorance. Miss romantic kissing and spiritual admiring love. I've surrounded myself with things. Radios, records and tapes,…
impeach trump!
from the waters rises the mist but what maturity is without mysteries trump should be impeached quickly, without delays he makes shame a virtue dictates racial hate if we had…
feelings 9-8-26
Abused, physically and mentally. A feeling you never recover from. Surfaces at times after sleep. It feels like you never fully wake up. My spirit has been injured. There is…
philosophical thought and screen reading
Philosophical statements about the world today asked to gpt 5.6 luna... We have more ways to communicate than ever, yet understanding remains a human achievement rather than a technological one.…
missing – acceptance – soul holes – concentration
The ability to 'realize' and vocalize all the thought. My mind is a quagmire of difference of acceptance and growth of knowledges. The old the more recent conflicting from habit…
no preparation possible
The events will be known in the flowing of times we all suffer oldness and it's bodily changes meditation medication mindful emotions fears for the young, the aged will not…
ramble bumble bamble
To die when there is no real death. To live when there is no real life. What a fucking choice. Prison, living on living within my physical entrapment...double whammy. My…
the energy, love, spirit love
Wish I had some. Emotions are an energetic feeling, except depressions. Depressions steal, they do not give. All my strength has evaporated. My legs barely stand. My hand barely lifts. …
8-24
Has been a nothing day. Nothing worth a crap. Transmitter in the mail. Hopes of quality. Hopes of good signal distance and sound. Stems from real communication needs and sharing…
origination
What property is spirit made from what is before individuality what is the experience of everything at a single moment how does spirit form individuality if once becoming individual can…
8212026
Quit smoking yesterday. Trying with the nicotine chewing gum. It's hard. Well that didn't last. Already again, smoking. It was just one day. and today, the 26th have decided to…
liminal defined
Will define the liminal feeling as an inter-ground between illusion and reality perception of my conscious mind/spirit awareness ...what is illusion, what is reality i function, but do not perceive…
ashes for the fools devil
Do I feel real - no what do I feel - confusion of what is real and the unknown the rain falling down and cloudy in my mind thoughts is…
batters of change, what matters most, thoughts from dreams
Like the funnel twist of dough, we sometimes rise to the size of a loaf from the small, and able to shatter the bindings chain Strength to lift the fuselage…
to be simple
Listening to another. Does anyone but yourself truly understand the meaning. No, none do. Let's try to be simple, less clutter of thought. Less clutter of stuff physical for our…