mid april
Sitting, wondering the existence of everything. And the before of this universe not spoken of elsewhere. Saying, thinking within the infinite spance of all and the eternal time of all…
in april 2026
My life has not been my own having been used, abused and treated like an infant who is beyond their own decisions. Been stabbed in the back, harassed, bullied from…
4/26/2026
If there is anything worth saying tonight it is this ‘be spiritual’. That does not say ‘be religious’. There is quite a difference. Know your personal self through selflessness. Work…
some other place, life and time
Within the cosmic grace of emotion and the eternal spirit life perhaps our relationships can be more of completeness and oneness. Homes are set within the foundations of, and sometimes…
4/30/26
Today is 4/30/26 at about 4:30 a.m. and my self awareness is somewhat liminal. Have no idea why or what makes man unaware of their-selves. Think most do not even…
Collapsed staircase – 5/3/26
No foundation of the feeling of supporting love and without knowledge's both. Was always ‘on my own’ from day one. So therein made plenty of mistakes. Where is and what…
change
If given opportunities of study of my contained blog complete, as described the masks of earthly realities in the Castaneda writings. Compare the masks in the uranthia in light of…