Or generic Zoloft was a terrible experience. In asking for an antidepressant this was prescribed. Made me feel terrible. Quit trying it two days ago and feeling better.
So, how am I. Aloof feeling and think it is from being physically very much out of shape. No strength physically or mentally which the two must go with each other. Here sitting, simply projecting to myself. Do I feel real? No, feel like a shadow of something else. Maybe it is just how haldol is (for psychosis). Can’t describe it other than it’s a feeling of ‘less awareness’ of presence in my consciousness. Think I’m going to get a coffee. Be right back…
Made a cup, took a buspar.
Everything is a little bit surreal, standing up and walking even. Maybe it’s because my thought is monitored by something or someone else. One never knows about the effect of so much electrostatic wave in the world.
Ran a ground wire to a copper cold water pipe. Just put it under my bare foot. Maybe it will help the body and mind feel real. Worth a try anyway. It seems I feel a little current flow into the copper wire. Maybe just need more ice cream, strawberry is delicious.